"Don't throw stones and hide ya hands..."

(c) Jay Electronica.  So yeah.  I woke-up today and had an epiphany.  Kinda came to a conclusion.  These skeletons have to go...it's taking up too much energy & emotion that doesn't deserve my attention.  I need to clear these bones out and make room for good people, good energy and good times.

After many weeks (and in one case MONTHS) stressing out, trying to decide how to approach delicate, personal situations in a politically correct yet socially acceptable manner...I woke up today and 'unfriended' and 'unfollowed' these people.  The dead weight.  The new age way to let someone know - I ain't fuckin' with you no more.  #iCant.

To the 'friend' who ran shit I confided in you about to the person I was fuckin' w/ and cared about:  I hope that one night w/ him was worth losing my friendship.  He's awesome, ain't he?  Yeah, I know.  Been there, done that (before you!).  But I'm awesome too, bitch.  And even though y'all did it AFTER I was done w/ him...it's still grimey & you're a ratchet ass 'friend'.  I wanted to confront you for the longest - not fight you, not start no drama...I simply wanted to let you know that I knew.  And see the look on your face when I put it out there.  Yeah, he told me all about it.  B/c we're still cool.  Hell, I'm mad @ him too b/c that was some nut shit, but I'm done w/ him, he's not obligated to me.  YOU were.  We were FRIENDS.  And a man is gonna be a man.  I was not your little tag-along sometimey friend.  I was your GIRL.  No more.  We have nothing to talk about, to work out, I don't wanna hear your side.  I've seen you once since I found out months ago, you've reached out to me on FB and Twitter...noticed no response?  Yeah.  Kick rocks, bitch.  I have no room for you in my life.  And good luck w/ yours.  You will never have successful relationships w/ women b/c you are insecure and immature.  You won't be respected by men b/c you're running personal biz & then fuckin' behind your girls on top of all that...so continue to smile and play nice...what happens in the dark eventually comes to light.  Karma baby.

"How people treat you is their karma, how you react is yours." ~ Wayne Dyer

 
To the 'former bew' who participated in the nut shit w/ the ratchet ass 'friend':  WE, me & you?  WE are not friends.  We are not associates.  We are done.  But we have mutual friends and acquaintances...let's keep it that way.  I never ran your shit, I never told others the things you confided in me about, I never kicked dirt on your name.  You simply don't exist to me anymore, and that's fine.  You no longer have anything to say to me or about me, let's keep it that way.  You are so fortunate I am not one of those impulsive, vengeful, nut ass broads who would put all your biz on Front St. and have you on blast to all the people who's thoughts & opinions you worry so much about.  What saddens me the most is not that you fucked her - and damn sure not that you're fuckin' someone else NOW - what saddens me the most is you are SO extremely talented yet so very insecure.  Don't worry about who I know, who knows me or how.  What you should have been grateful for is that I gave your ass some attention and invested time, energy & emotion into you...and all for what?  You disappointed me.  I thought we were so much better than that.

"Great minds discuss ideas. Average minds discuss events. Small minds discuss people." ~ 

Eleanor Roosevelt

 

Finally, YOU, last but not least and straight to the point:  You are a mofo LIAR.  We both know you lied and what you  lied about.  But it's all good.  Do you.  Keep snappin', keep talkin' shit...it's fucking ROTFLMFWAO that you would lie to someone who was a genuine, supportive friend to you.  I'm not some chick you had to lie to impress, we weren't fuckin' around!  That little lie led into a big lie and you couldn't keep living it.  Especially not when we were ending up in a lot of the same places, around the same people, doing the same things.  Yet I never exposed you.  I never called you out on your bullshit.  But I wrote you off too.  You don't deserve my friendship, my energy or the circle of people I put you on to.  They don't need me to tell them who you are and how you are, they're already finding out on their own.

"It is always good policy to tell the truth unless of course you are an exceptionally good liar" ~ Jerome K. Jerome

 

I am not a perfect person, nor do I claim to be.  I am comfortable w/ my flaws.  But my flaws do not involve other people.  My flaws don't include being a bad friend or a dishonest person.  My flaws don't hurt other people or cause conflict.  I don't have to lie about who I am, what I do or who I know to be 'down'.  I'll leave it to these ratchet ass mofo's above who are doing a damn good job w/ all of that.  You never hear of me in no he said/she said shit.  You never see me snappin' on people or putting business out there.  Because that's NOT who I am, not my twist.  And those three mofo's are about to find out the hard way I say what I mean and mean what I say.  

These things I am venting about on MY blog involve ME.  And it's anonymous.  If I was going to expose them, I would've done so a LONG time ago.  After today I have no time and no room in my life for the negativity and the dumb shit.  There will be no fights, no Twitter beefs, no pics or messages shared - these three people know who they are and what they did.  As you were...