"Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I'm not perfect - and I don't live to be. But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean." ~ Bob Marley

I've been going thru some shit y'all...





Remember I love you
NO MATTER WHAT...

Remember John Legend, "So High", on my bed, in the dark, silence...but MUSIC?
Remember Hezz's basement?
Remember holding hands on South Street?
Remember shoveling my car out of the big storm?
Remember Easter at my Mom's?
Remember the Plat, blowin', just hangin' out?
Remember my futon on 8th Street?
Remember the obsessive scrapbooking?
Remember me bangin' the Mazda out on Parkside?
Remember when I cut all my hair off?
Remember Valentine's Day in my dining room?
Remember when I got pregnant?
Remember my loft on Walnut Street?
Remember the shower after E?
Remember shells on the beach?
Remember Little Brother was so live?
Remember Prince was not?
Remember the 1st time we went up Lemon Hill?
Remember pics in the Japanese Garden?
Remember good green and glass bowls?
Remember the 1st time you had breakfast casserole?
Remember Scrabble on Sunday mornings?
Remember my favorite hoodie?
Remember Howard Stern in the AM?
Remember Curb Your Enthusiasm, On-Demand?
Remember "...baby you a blessin' and my BEST friend..."?
Remember the dead bodies?
Remember the 1st time you cooked me spaghetti?
Remember Percocet had me itchin'?
Remember hangin' up and callin' right back?
Remember Turkey Hill iced tea?
Remember "...all I wanna know is - WHO ate my Boo's plate?"
Remember when Reese banged out my whip?
Remember the subway with my Mom & Mary?
Remember when I was in your room on Felton Street?
Remember the yellow dress last July?
Remember rippin' my wife beater off of me?
Remember me rubbin' your scar?
Remember strawberry shortcake?
Remember Starbucks before class?
Remember when I first got my Nextel, chirpin' all crazy?
Remember when I moved back to PA?
Remember arguing over Jay-Z or Nas?
Remember tickling my face with your eye lashes?
Remember scratching my back with your beard?
Remember hot baths and long talks?
Remember peanut butter Chex Mix?
Remember the dip?
Remember Hezz's afro at my surprise party?
Remember Worm's glasses?
Remember the Crip walk?
Remember slow jams/MJB driving you crazy?
Remember web cam back in the day?
Remember tears and late night phone calls?
Remember when I told you - "You're gonna love me!"?
Remember the 1st time I met Lu?
Remember finding cards and love poems on your porch?
Remember when I suggested a 3-some?
Remember the 1st time we spent the night together?
Remember actin' silly - drivin' & dancin' - crackin' me up?
Remember Max's has the BEST cheesesteaks in Philly?
Remember I DON'T do Chinese?
Remember the fertility Buddha?
Remember grocery shopping with Neen, my 1st night back in Philly?
Remember fish from Ruby Tuesdays?
Remember the 1st time we made love (not sex)?
Remember when we wanted to go to Boston for the weekend - and they got a snow storm?
Remember all the "Memento" debates?
Remember the "Love Jones" test?
Remember confetti in my eye?
Remember e-mails and love CD's?
Remember Newports and Vanilla Dutch's?
Remember Red Bull?
Remember when I threw up on the steps in the restaurant downtown?
Remember poses, pictures, and photo frames?
Remember trying new take-out places?
Remember mozzarella cheese fries?
Remember Burt's Bees Lemon Cuticle Cream?
Remember my underarm paranoia?
Remember the bikini wax gone wild?
Remember when I was in your room and I looked for my photo I framed for you?
Remember I can't "Be Without You"?
Remember cinnamon candles and strawberry massage oil?
Remember I have to bite you you every day?
Remember that rooster drawin' in the morning?
Remember the wave machine?
Remember what Olivia said to 50?
Remember when my Rottweiler was stolen?
Remember the computer room, on the floor, my Mom and sister in the next room?
Remember what you said?
Remember what you did?
Remember how it felt?
Remember how it was?
Remember this is a man's dilemma..........do you remember LOVE????

3 comments:

Regular Ass Ronnie said...

I might have to borrow this idea....ill give credit where its due....so crucial

"C-Dot" said...

so painful...times change, shit happens, memories are still there. sometimes that's all you have left! fucking sucks...

"C-Dot" said...

Some comments from my Yahoo fam, I am particularly proud of this b/c it IS so personal...I love love.

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* ~Capr…
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wow

Tuesday April 25, 2006 - 09:42pm (EDT) Remove Comment

* Detro…
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damn ma that was deep

Tuesday April 25, 2006 - 09:42pm (EDT) Remove Comment

* Eyeiz
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It's about damn time!
Good to see U Ma!
Mmmmmmuuuaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!

oxoxoxox
Eyeiz

Tuesday April 25, 2006 - 10:43pm (EDT) Remove Comment

* lucky…
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wow ok nice pic

Tuesday April 25, 2006 - 10:53pm (CDT) Remove Comment

* ~~~Ra…
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now that is what i call rememberance

Wednesday April 26, 2006 - 12:37am (CDT) Remove Comment

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leavin you some sess love on ur page

Tuesday April 25, 2006 - 10:46pm (PDT) Remove Comment

* Mimi
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Dang Nana... been too long, but the blog was worth it. Smooches!!

Wednesday April 26, 2006 - 09:31am (EDT) Remove Comment

* Fuk_U…
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Haaaaaaaaa@ EZ. Illnananannana arent you too young to have all those memories? I'm 43 and don't have that many. Aight damnit, I have the experiences, but alzheimers has most of the memories :) Hmmm, that pond looks a little familiar to me. Were you in Cali, or was that taking at Augusta National Golf Course?

Wednesday April 26, 2006 - 09:58am (PDT) Remove Comment

* Shaki…
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um i dont remember any of that shyt... i think i smoke too much... and i definately dont remember no damn crab walk blood.... real mutha fuckin talk

Wednesday April 26, 2006 - 04:05pm (PDT) Remove Comment

* big s…
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dammm..ok sexy like what i see and im definatly feelin that song..get at cha boy im out..((hugzz))

Wednesday April 26, 2006 - 10:53pm (EDT) Remove Comment

* illna…
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it's not a song...not a poem...just "thoughts". I sat up Tuesday night and wrote. It's my "therapy". :)

Wednesday April 26, 2006 - 11:42pm (EDT) Remove Comment

* illna…
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the pic was taken @ the Japanese Horticulture Garden here in Philly. The person I wrote this to took the pic exactly a week ago today. NO @ Fuk - I am NOT too old for all those memories. It's just a really special someone who I spent a lot of my time w/, and now it's not like it was (EZ you have met who I am talking about here at my birthday party!). So I was remembering...and thank you Sess for the love...I always appreciate comments. Y'all know that pic is HOT. Fuck me...look @ the Garden! It's so beautiful there. Later y'all...

Thursday April 27, 2006 - 12:00am (EDT) Remove Comment

* the L…
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damn girl, you must be hurtin
incredible

Thursday April 27, 2006 - 10:55am (EDT) Remove Comment

* Mydel…
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Nice to know you're still alive. Keep dropping those lines. Grace us with your presence more often. Take care girl! Nice Pic by the way.

Thursday April 27, 2006 - 12:57pm (EDT) Remove Comment

* KC »¦…
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I know I'm late,but....Welcome back,and I'm glad ur still around. I love that pic 2,I feel inspired 2 take some outdoor pics - Nemo Collagreen

Sunday June 11, 2006 - 02:31pm (EDT) Remove Comment

* Sabrena
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Wow--saw ur page through a friends and I must say...this is beautiful and whoever he is...sounds like u two have some great memories and here's to plenty more!

Sunday October 1, 2006 - 09:33pm (EDT) Remove Comment

* [dele…

damm that was hot boo keep it up sexy...

Thursday October 12, 2006 - 04:10pm (PDT) Remove Comment

* ~Syn~…
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Nice I dont really do well with poems, and most of this I had no clue what was being talked about - lol, but the stuff I did get was nice like about Little Brother and some of the others made me smile too

Wednesday December 13, 2006 - 01:51pm (EST) Remove Comment

* grand…
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Super ...;une photo de vous**********

Monday February 12, 2007 - 12:40pm (CET) Remove Comment

* Kenny G
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Always remember this......no matter how bad things may seem, there are those who have it far worse. As long as ur in good heath u have everything to gain and nothing to loose.
K J

Monday May 14, 2007 - 11:22pm (EDT) Remove Comment

* kevin
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c i love you it's c
not that c
but your one and only the real c ( sing fi dem baby)
i'm glad you made it
i dont know how i would have balanced loozing you
b/c the last time we spoke we had a disagreement
and i ain talk to you since then
and i could have losted one of my dearest friends who i love and care about so much. i love you c
always memba dat
he's a lucky man

Monday June 25, 2007 - 06:35am (EDT) Remove Comment